Oh, creativity.
I'm sitting in the dark front room of my apartment, staring at the lit up Christmas tree my roommate set up in our window, and wondering where time flies so quickly. I pinched myself this morning to make sure I was seeing the calendar correctly. December 1st? Really??
After a long morning of studying, I found time to visit a couple of antique shops in downtown St. George. As I picked through odds and ends from the 1930s, I got to thinking about next Christmas (I'm positive others are sick of me talking about it, sorry--it's all I can think about). Where will I be? Who will I be working with? It's surreal to be thinking these things. As dad would say, "Jessica, in all reality no one knows where they're going to be next Christmas. For all I know, I could have a calling on the other side this time next year!" (I never much liked when he said this, I just pretend that he's going to die the same day as me...hehe) Let's just put "reality" aside, and just let my mind run away to the pleasure of wishful thinking.
Georgia? Brazil? Germany? Australia? Idaho? Mongolia, living in a yurt in the middle of an obscure mountain range?
Possibilities are endless.
And honestly...? It ruffles my feathers a bit.
Yet, as I seriously think about my life one year from now, I can't help but feel a quiet serenity. It's pretty exhilarating to imagine where I'll be. Not only do I feel peace from my personal confirmation, but a chat with my two oldest sisters this weekend has helped boost my confidence in my decision. I am reminded of the importance of Guardian Angels...and know they're real. On occasion, I need to remind myself that I don't only have family supporting me in this life--there are those who have passed before me. My Guardian Angels, plus the company of the spirit, and knowing I'm doing what Heavenly Father wants, and the support of family and friends...why would I ever shy away from what He wants?
I wouldn't.
I loved having family down this past weekend! Amanda, Trav and Shelby, you were greatly missed. But, putting Dad's comment aside for a moment, there will be plenty of holidays to come!
I'll love my family forever.
And ever.
Georgia? Brazil? Germany? Australia? Idaho? Mongolia, living in a yurt in the middle of an obscure mountain range?
Possibilities are endless.
And honestly...? It ruffles my feathers a bit.
Yet, as I seriously think about my life one year from now, I can't help but feel a quiet serenity. It's pretty exhilarating to imagine where I'll be. Not only do I feel peace from my personal confirmation, but a chat with my two oldest sisters this weekend has helped boost my confidence in my decision. I am reminded of the importance of Guardian Angels...and know they're real. On occasion, I need to remind myself that I don't only have family supporting me in this life--there are those who have passed before me. My Guardian Angels, plus the company of the spirit, and knowing I'm doing what Heavenly Father wants, and the support of family and friends...why would I ever shy away from what He wants?
I wouldn't.
I loved having family down this past weekend! Amanda, Trav and Shelby, you were greatly missed. But, putting Dad's comment aside for a moment, there will be plenty of holidays to come!
I'll love my family forever.
And ever.
